So Sick!

Hello! People. I was absent today. I prefer not to attend school. Hehehe! Pero dili daw ko absenot! Hahahihi! Actually, I was making myself busy here. I'm trying to make the most of my time. Bwahahaha! Busy ug friendster! Well, I have a lot of deadlines to catch up. I have my chapter 1 for our thesis which I am almost done with. I just have to make some polishing. I don't mind the logic project! It'll just make me sick! I'm so sick of it! Bahala na si Batman! Harhar! That's not all people! I'm very sick of paying the monthly bills and doing the budget on regular basis! It has always been a nightmare for me. Kasi, I'm the type of person who usually spend my money very unwisely! That's why I end up with lots of credits. Huhuhu! College pako daghan nako ug utang! Great! So, how was your day today guys? I hope you had a good time.

What A Day!

Today's the 2nd day of our prelim exams. Whoah! I'm mentally exhausted! It's really annoying that you'd study everything and the exam wasn't worth it! Some of the questions were out of the world and some of it will drive you nuts! Especially with our abstract algebra. My brain got almost brainwashed! Huhuhuh! All of the questions were BLOODY! But thanks to our cheating arrangement, I was able to get some cheated answers. Wakokok! Tomorrow will be the last day, but I think it'll be getting tougher! Good luck to us all! I'm very sleepy and tired coz i'd just went to roxas to do our project but I'll try to scan my notes. Maybe I'll remember some of it. Oyasumi nasai!

Ready or Not?

Today's the first day of our Prelim exam. I know everybody's busy studying their previous lessons. For those who are studying alone, I bet you slept while reading you notes. For those who study with their groups, I bet you spend the whole night chatting. Nyahahaha! In other words, you didn't study at all. Well, ready or not everybody's going to take the exam unless your sick or too early for the next exam. Hahahihi! Don't worry I know your classmates already have your cheating arrangements. But that tactic won't work with problem solving and be sure you won't get caught by your teacher. Good luck! Don't forget to say a lil' prayer before you start answering.

Only Time

How many times did my heart broke this past few days? I wasn't able to count it up to its total. Bayowt! It keeps on increasing every single day! I'm so drained! I'm at my limit. Finally, I decided to cut the hurt off me! But I guess this doesn't end here. It wouldn't end until the roots were really dead down to the tips! Oh! How will I ever get over you?! When you always keep on coming back to me. I don't really know what you are up to. My senses tell me that it wasn't love that drags you back. I wish I knew! I did my best to bring you back but I guess my best wasn't good enough as a song goes. There's just one thing that I realized. We cannot escape our past, more so with our mistakes. It will echo over and over again until you learn how to tolerate it. No matter how much we regret our mistakes it won't bring back the things we already lost. To all my beloved friend's, please learn from our mistakes and try to sum up the value of the things you sacrificed to the things you wanted if its really worth it. Coz regret wasn't made to be on the first place. As of now, I'm sufferring the consequences of my own actions. I learned how to endure the pain of a broken heart from someone that I used to loved and I still loved at this moment. I am letting him go for I know it's the best thing to heal the wounds of the past. Only time will tell when this broken heart of mine mends. Only time...

Rainy Day
by: Pink Cabero

Today, i tried to keep myself busy
Just to forget you for a single moment
I thought i already did, but suddenly it rains
You don't know how much I missed you
And I wonder if you missed me too
But you know, it doesn't show
Because I'm trying hard to hide it.

Every time I hear the rain drops
It brings me back memories of our past
We were happy then,
But now what happened?
Does your love for me fade?
Does your faith on me vanished?
Why? Oh! Why?

Now, I watch the rain
As it falls down on the ground
Like teardrops falling from my eyes
I'm crying not because I hate the rain,
Like some people do
I cried, because when it rains,
It reminds me of you.


So, I guess what we had before
Will only become a memory
To me, to you, and to all people
I know that behind these black clouds
I'll find a light that will shine through me
From there, I know I'm strong enough
To cheat death everytime it rains.

DAMN!!!!

It's 4 o'clock in the morning and I had just made all 4 term papers, one for me and the rest were for my classmates because we were chasing tomorrows deadline. (Im not a kind person but I usually volunteer to do other peoples assignment when i feel they're too paranoid to do it). One thing just pissed me off! Guess what? Our teacher didn't collect it instead, she postponed the deadline to our next meeting! Damn!!! My efforts were useless!!! If I've known it on the first place I would rather sleep the whole time. But anyways, its over and gone.... Important thing is, I already made it and I don't have to make it this evening!!! Nyahahaha!!! What's the sense of my talking here???

I'm Dedicating This Song to My Ex-Boyfriend

Make It Easy On Me
by: Steps

Don't keep me dreaming
If all the hope is gone
If it's all over
Don't keep me hanging on
I can't stayAnd dream my life away
In some kind of wonderland
Better to hurt me honestly
Than make a fool of me
My heart will understand
Make it easy on meJust walk away, set me free
Don't try to do it gently
Just to please me
Make it easy, easy on me
If it's the time to go
If it's the last goodbye
Never turn around
Don't want you to see me cry
Don't make me stay
And wish my time away
In some fool's paradise
Don't give any hope to me
Spin any lines for me
Make the truth plain to see
Make it easy on meJust walk away, set me free
Don't try to do it gently
Just to please me
Make it easy, easy on me
Better to hurt me honestly
Than make a fool of me
My heart will understand

Since You Took Youe Love Away
by: Steps

Holding you so gently
I gave you room to breathe
Now all I feel is empty
Why did you have to leave
What happened to forever
Is nothing built to last
My whole world could shatter
I'm fading fast
Yeah I'm fading fast...

I need someone to save me
You don't know 'til you've been in love
I need to find a way back
And I don't know if
I'm strong enough
And though I'm longing for yesterday
I guess there's really nothing left to say
'Cos now that's just a memorysince you took your love away
since you took your love away

I'm trying to forgive you
But I'm not proud to say
That after all we've been through
It's hard to find a way
I'm trying not to hate you
For pushing me aside
But when a heart is breaking
Well it's hard to hide
Yes it's hard to hide now